Yep… went away for a few days… now I’m back, rushing around SoCal, getting back into the groove. It’s always hard coming back… felt off all day yesterday, but now am back in it. I knit a beret and half a scarf while I was away, and love them both. As a knitter, I’m very happy to have cooler weather back, but I know it’s just a cruel joke. Soon it will be 90 degrees all day and I will enjoy it for about a month and then will wish for it to be cooler, but it won’t be. Even when Fall is back, it won’t be… because that’s not the way we do things here in SoCal, nope… we actually get even more heat when others are roasting turkeys and wearing sweaters, we are putting on flip flops and going surfing before the bird gets served. It isn’t until New Year’s that we can really put a fire in the fireplace and even then, it’s the duraflame that we use so that there isn’t too much heat coming out of our fireplace.
Yep… folks, I’m already talking about summer being gone, and it hasn’t even hit yet. As someone who grew up where summers are colder than the winter (Mark Twain said the coldest winter he ever had was a Summer in San Francisco), I’m still trying to get used to the fact that summers here in So Cal are really truly hot. I’ve been here for 5.5 years, and am still getting used to the fact that i don’t need to grab a jacket every time I leave my house in the middle of July. Some habits are hard to break. If you look in the back seat of my car, you will always find a jacket or a sweater. You just never know when a cold front may come in!
So, as I’ve stated in some previous posts, I’ve been thinking a lot about religion, spirituality, all of it. Still Reading the book, “A New Earth” and still really enjoying it. I’m feeling less guilty about not subscribing to the religion of my youth, and more open about my journey through it to where I am today. It’s quite an amazing feeling to realize that I don’t need to carry around the guilt, nor do I need to worry about what others who knew me then think about my decisions now. We all have taken different paths that work for us, and isn’t that what it’s all about.
We all find our way in life, and for some… organized religion is something that brings them peace. For others, like me, it doesn’t, and because of the more fundamentalist approach I was around, I’m very turned off by it (even if it’s not as shrouded in Dogma as the religion of my past was). I still get uncomfortable around those who are very ‘rules’ oriented and seem to think that you’re a horrible person if you don’t believe their ‘rules’. But, many others who I know from my past or have just met recently, who are in organized religion, are more accepting and see that we all make our own decisions, and there is no good that comes from shoving rules that one believes in down another persons throat, who doesn’t believe in them. To me, this feels like such progress across humankind. To treat people, well, like people… and not like these things that must conform or else they are not able to be part of your life. I’m really happy to see that more of us are being accepting of each other, and have a more well rounded view of the world. A well rounded view that allows all of us to have our own beliefs, and at the same time, doesn’t cause us to alienate others just because they may feel differently. Yep… to me… that is great progress!
Another sign of progress in my own personal life… I haven’t eaten every Cadbury Egg I have… yet. I bought a package of four, right after Easter, and I still have two left. Now people… that is my own personal victory… because a a couple years ago… I would have eaten all four before I even made it home from the store. Yay to me!
Happy Tuesday… Watch American Idol!